Monday, May 29, 2023
THERE IS NO PLAN B
Thursday, May 25, 2023
THOU SHALT NOT WEAR PANTS
I grew up in a legalistic church environment. Ladies were not permitted to wear pants, nor make up, nor cut our hair. These are three of many commandments we were taught to obey. As a result, I came away with a really uncharacteristic opinion of God. To me, He was this impossible-to-please judge leaning over His bench, waiting to smack me over the head with His gavel for every little infraction. It isn't God, but it's actually the accuser of the brethren, who has been cast down, that makes these accusations against us.
As a result of the dresses-only-mandate, I came to hate dresses. My mother started letting my sister and I wear pants outside of church activities… and we moved on with life. But I came to hate wearing dresses and for most of my life, I rarely ever bought a dress, or wore a dress, unless I was attending church functions.
Recently my pastor preached a sermon that I could not shake for three days. I studied and meditated on that sermon from the time I got home that Sunday till the following Tuesday. He described a ballistic missile type weapon that sounded somewhat like a bow and arrow assembly. Once the missile is inserted, the crossbow is stretched back as far as it can be pulled. The only thing keeping the missile from launching is a lynchpin. When the lynchpin is removed, the missile flies in the direction it is facing.
For three days I sought the Lord about my lynchpin. Long story short… I made a long list of possibilities to consider. Somewhere in the middle of all this, I had an aha moment. I scribbled on my notepad, “I am done being mad at the church because they said I couldn’t wear pants.” The lynchpin was pulled and the missile was fired. Before the end of the week, I pulled out the two skirts that I own that were tucked way back in the closet and decided that I was going to wear a skirt to church on Sunday. The church I attend wears pants, and has no legalistic commandments that we must follow.
Once I forgave the church, suddenly I felt free to wear dresses. The church had made it a mandate to only wear dresses, so I made a mandate to only wear pants. For most of my life that is all I have worn.
In his sermon, my pastor talked about the transformation of old mindsets and compared that to the lynchpin. “If we agree to let go of the lynchpin, we can overcome anything. Where we are seated together in the heavenly places with Christ Jesus, we have the power to overcome anything,” he said. We are equipped with His power. There is nothing done that cannot be undone – because there is nothing too hard for God. For the first time in a long, long time I wore a dress and felt good about it.
We are more than conquerors in Christ, and can overcome anything in Him. What’s your lynchpin holding back?
The freedom and the peace I received was totally unexpected. I didn’t even know that I needed to forgive the church. I’m looking forward to more aha moments that I may achieve more freedom and more peace. If the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed (John 8:36).
Saturday, May 13, 2023
THE MYSTERY OF THE GLORY OF GOD
The only way for us to know God,
is that He reveals Himself to us. Jesus’ disciples had seen Him resurrect people
that had only been dead a short time, but to raise Lazarus after he was already
decaying in the tomb proved to them that Jesus is truly the Resurrection and
the Life. According to John 11:42, that was the purpose… that they may believe
Jesus was sent by God. Those that loved Lazarus (and even Lazarus himself) was
uncomfortable for a while but afterward they knew God in a brand-new way. And
not only them, but us too as we study this passage. John 11:45 says many
believed in Him as a result of Lazarus’ resurrection.
It was the same with the man born
blind in John 9. How many millions of us know God better because of the blind man whom Jesus healed?
Jesus said of that man, that the works of God should be revealed through him,
is why he was born blind. For a season, the blind man had hardship but it literally
had an eternal impact.
Prior to entering the Promised
Land, the children of Israel wondered in the wilderness for 40 years, and ate
manna. When they were finally able to enjoy milk and honey, it had a much
greater impact because of their wilderness experience. God could’ve easily
rained down milk and honey instead of manna, but He didn’t. The other day, I
heard a song by TobyMac where he sang to God, “Through all these seasons — I’m
still believing — You’re my promised land.” That gives new life to the milk and
honey motif. Christ said, “In Him we have ‘perissos’ (quality of life)” John
10:10. Perissos is the Greek word for "life abundantly." That beats material things every day of the week.
Joseph said to his brothers, that
they meant evil against him, but God meant it for good. Everything Joseph went
through was preparing him to be Emperor over Egypt. In that role, he was able
to save many, many lives from extinction. Everything the enemy meant for evil,
God meant for Joseph’s good. It could’ve been so easy for Joseph to become
frustrated in his faith because all he had was a dream that kept going in
opposite directions. But one morning (many years later), it unexpectedly came
true.
Apostle Paul said, “We speak the
wisdom of God in a mystery, the hidden wisdom which God ordained before the
ages for our glory, which none of the rulers of this age knew; for had they
known, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory (1Cor 2:7-8). Many times,
the mysteries of God is hidden from us too, because all we can see is the
trouble we’re facing. On purpose, Jesus lingered two more days before heading
to Bethany after Mary and Martha had summoned for Him… fully intending to find
Lazarus dead. He said to His disciples, “For your sakes, I am glad that I was
not there to heal him so that you may believe” (John 11:15). The only way
for us to know God, is that He reveals Himself to us.
Both Mary and Martha expressed
their disappointment by saying to Jesus, “If You had been here my brother
wouldn’t have died.” Jesus did answer their prayers, just not in the way they had
expected. Lazarus’ sickness was not unto death, but it did include death, that
they could believe in Him. As a result, they knew God in a better way and so do
we when we study their story.
In that same story, when Jesus encountered
Mary and Martha’s disappointment, John 11:35 says that He also wept. Jesus is
fully God, but also fully man with human emotions. The love of God was fully in
His heart and He was moved by their grief. Even knowing that He would raise Lazarus,
He wept with them.
There’s a German Shepherd that
lives next door to us. Their fence is about 10 feet outside the window to my
home office, where I’m studying and trying to concentrate. That dog barked
incessantly for many days (over a year) and got on my last nerve. Many prayers
had gone up but no response coming back. When I couldn’t take it anymore I was
yelling at God to the top of my lungs because He was tormenting me with this dog
while I’m trying to study His word. It was definitely a mystery. God
interrupted my yelling and said, “Where I’m taking you, you will experience
people barking at you and I need to prepare you for that.” When God was all
done using that dog to teach me how to not become distracted by noise, He quieted
the dog. He still lives 10 feet outside my office but he rarely ever barks
anymore. Even when he does, I’m not paying attention to it. Now what I hear is
the beautiful chirping and singing of birds outside my window. 😊 He’s making up for the dog.
Many times, I’ve wished that God
and I could meet at Starbucks and talk things out. That never happened. But He
daily reveals Himself to me through activities He is orchestrating, even as He
did through my misunderstanding of His glory. I couldn’t imagine why He’s
putting people through disappointments and hardship when He has the ability to
make it stop. Scripture says that He does it for His glory. That troubled me
even more, because we’re suffering so He can look good? That didn’t seem right
to me, that God would use us as pawns in His chess game with the devil. The
only way for us to know God, is that He reveals Himself to us. That is the
mystery of the glory of God. It is not so He can sit on His throne and
gloat.
He hid Moses in the cleft of the rock.
We are hidden in the Rock, Christ Jesus. The
LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; My God, my strength, in whom
I will trust (Ps 18:2). While His glory passed by, Moses couldn’t see His face,
but He let Moses see His back. In the same way, we may not see God coming but
after He’s passed we definitely know we’ve just had an encounter with God.
Wednesday, May 10, 2023
DON'T LISTEN TO THE DEVIL
I heard Pastor Steven Furtick say this, and felt led to
share it.
“If the devil can’t trick you into thinking something is never going to happen, then he’ll tell you it’s going to happen quickly so that when it doesn’t happen when you thought it would, you’ll get discouraged and give up on it. And if that doesn’t work, and you’re still believing God then he’ll use a tactic to deceive you into thinking you were crazy to even think that God would do that thing in your life to begin with.”
Monday, May 08, 2023
THE WORDS OUT OF MY MOUTH
Sunday, May 07, 2023
ENTERING THE PROMISED LAND
Tuesday, May 02, 2023
WHERE'S MY ABUNDANCE?
Am I stingy? Am I covetous? Am I greedy? Do I have not, because I’ve asked not? Are my desires evil and carnal? Am I asking amiss that I may spend it all on me, myself, and I? Am I jealous of others? Are my motives all wrong? Am I being pretentious, asking so I might look good in front of others? Why must I live like a pauper, when my Father is the King?
Psalm 23:1-2 (AMPC) The Lord is my Shepherd [to feed, guide, and shield me], I shall not lack. He makes me lie down in [fresh, tender] green pastures; He leads me beside the still and restful waters.
John 10:10 (AMPC) The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it overflows).
Is there something I’m supposed to be learning in this season of living like a pauper, because I don’t seem to be getting it? Jesus is the Good Shepherd who came so that the sheep may enjoy fresh, tender, green pasture, but I’m still grazing in dried up, withered pasture, and living in lack continually.
Isaiah 59:1 (NKJV) Behold, the LORD's hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; nor His ear heavy, that it cannot hear.
James 1:12 (NKJV) Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.
Numbers 23:19-20 (NKJV) God is not a man, that He should lie, nor a son of man, that He should repent. Has He said, and will He not do? Or has He spoken, and will He not make it good? Behold, I have received a command to bless; He has blessed, and I cannot reverse it.
1 Kings 8:56 (NKJV) Blessed be the LORD, who has given rest to His people Israel, according to all that He promised. There has not failed one word of all His good promise, which He promised through His servant Moses.
Habakkuk 2:3 (NKJV) For the vision is yet for an appointed time; but at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.
Deuteronomy 28:2 (NKJV) And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you, because you obey the voice of the LORD your God.
Matthew 7:11 (NKJV) If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!
1 John 3:1 (NKJV) Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God!
Don’t give up hope.
Romans 5:5 (NKJV) Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
Heavenly Father, I pray that You will rebuke the spirit of
poverty, and lift us out of it. Your rebuke dries up the sea and it makes the
river a dried-up wilderness. We lift our eyes to the hills from which comes our
help. Our help comes from You. Let Your word manifest in us, and lead us out of poverty into a life of abundance. In Jesus holy name we pray, Amen.